Child's Play
A Life In Numbers
On approaching my mother's 88th.
Frank Sinatra sang it fine at 17 he lived the times~
one two three four
wipe your feet & shut the door
in toddlerhood I would remark
& played the sandbox in the park
I knew no rules, there weren't many
walks, & jaunts our footsteps plenty
kindergarden, crossing streets
look both ways then move your feet
city life it suit me swell
we forged for custard I would tell
five six seven eight
girl scout cookies hemlines straight
nine ten wide eyed bright
the plaids, the stripes those colors yikes!
borrowing numbers math class days
adding subtracting were the ways
at seventeen so many storms
the earth did shake, the rules seemed wrong
a family shifted due to change
stability wrought a firing range
and so the good fight came in waves
no more a matriarch's kindness reigned
tooth & nail till freedom came
each story's different, none's the same
my mother's historys bittersweet
she's who she is her mind does keep
a fractured family's all she's known
she lives a pain deep in the bone
but we all know this game ain't rare
to suffer greatly mind tricks scare
she's all I've known in mothercare
her kindness fractured at times scarce
I view the morning sunlit sky
accept what was, what is, & why
I know I love who gave me life
my spirit soars reflecting light
to overcome each waking day
with every breath, & step I take
am blessed to know I've come this way
each life's unique our spirit says
am mindful of my journey's path
& work & pray for peace at last
at times the twinkling stars on high
strong feelings blend I shine, I cry
a joy within my looking glass
it's always there just need to tap
we all have something large or small
across the artist's collaged wall
we're better than we think we are
our purpose propels, on & on...
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And here we are celebrating another day on planet earth. Each and every one of us in our own unique ways do what we can to make every day a precious one. The best is not yet to come, the best is here & now. As we embrace all of who we are, & continue to learn, we heal ourselves, & the world at large.
From the Peace Garden to your garden wishing everyone a healthy & peaceful springtime holiday season.~xo.
Today's poetry is part of the ongoing project of~ Poetry A Muse In Motion.